sebenernya ini sih gara-gara tengah malem gue makan cheese cake,lalu gue merasa berdosa pada perut gue kalo gue langsung tidur,hmm jadi gue memutuskan begadang...
tapi ternyata begadang kali ini teramat salah karena virus masa lalu menyerang !! haha *krik abis*..
langsung aja deh nih ya,jadi ceritanya gue buka inbox gue yang dulu-dulu....then i found it :
05/08/2011 at 21 : 32
dear Karina, i bet you're either watching tv on the sofa right now or doing nothing on your bed...
i had a great time today. meeting you today was the highlight of my week. i know you're going to be sad because i said that. but please don't, all i want to say is that cherish every moment i spend with you.
everytime i see your face with your smile,i forget all the sadness or anger i've in me. i always loved spending time with you,no matter how long. Eventhough we often meet for only a short time,it still makes me very happy.
my goal is for one day to spend a very longggggg time with you,i can't wait for that day.
i can't wait to see your face everytime i wake up and go to bed. i've never felt like this before.
you're the only girl that has made me feel like this. i love you very much. i remember the first time i saw you,i immediately fell in love with you.
Your smile,i've never seen any smile like yours. i'm serious. i'm sorry if i've made you cry a lot of times,
i'll do anything too make you smile. please don't be sad after reading this :( .
i want you to give me your biggest smile,mms it probably ._. oh yeah i forgot,you dont have 'pulsa' :p kidding,hehe.
please stay with me always. you're the only one for me. love you...
hmmm rasanya gue gak perlu sebut nama disini :) yang pasti orangnya adalah bagian dari masa lalu...kalo pas baca sekarang tuh yaaa agakk pengen 'preeet' tapi ya sedih juga sih...
tepatnya bukan sedih sih,cuma senyum-senyum mesem alias fake smile (ya itu namanya sedih,kar !) .Gak ada salahnya ya kangen atau inget sama masa lalu,apalagi emang kita bisa berhubungan baik sama orang yang bersangkutan tersebut.
serius loh ! menurut gue,meskipun udah gak ada apa2 dan mimpi2 hanya akan sekedar jadi mimpi atau yaaa who knows sih ya gimana nya nanti...tapi, kalo kita tetep keep contact dan menjalin hubungan baik ituuuu kayaknya lebih gampang buat move on :) kangen sama masa lalu atau mungkin hanya teringat(gak sengaja dong berartiiii) gak berarti kita harus balik lagi ke masa itu dan sedih berlarut-larut kan ?!?
apalagi,kalo emang sekarang ternyata kita atau dia emang udah punya hidup baru...syukur2 kita bisa berhubungan baik juga sama hidup baru nya dia dan dia juga baik2 aja sama hidup baru kita,wow thats perfect :))
tapi gak usah munafik juga sih kalo emang kita tau bahwa hidup baru kita akan jealous atau kenapa2 sama dia,atau mungkin hidup baru dia yang akan kenapa2 sama kita..yaaahh ini sih pinter-pinter nya kita aja baca situasi hahaha
( PS : sorry for him who sent that message for me,sorry for publishing yours :p )
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